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Rindu ....

Rindu Rindu yang tak terperi Pada blog yang semakin dipinggiri Ini lah akibat masa tidak berjaya dikuasai Atau ... disebabkan ketamakan diri Niat dihati nak bersajak ... tapi tak sempat nak perah otak untuk mengarang. Sebabnya ... mengejar masa. Ahh... alasan yang tak menasabah .... sebenarnya kita sering kesuntukan masa mungkin kerana kelalaian diri dalam menguasai masa atau kita terlalu tamak untuk melakukan segalanya ... kena fikir lagi ... tapi again, tak sempat nak fikir yang mana satu betul sebab tak ada masa. Again, alasan yang tak menasabah. Tapi .... yang tak tipu, adalah rasa rindu ini untuk mencoretkan bait-bait ayat di ruang ini. Bagaikan ada satu keseronokan apabila meluahkan segalanya di sini. Tak kisahlah samada ada yang membaca atau pun tidak, yang penting MENULIS. Berhari-hari (sejak balik dari cuti ni la ...) aku 'log on' ke blogspot ni, niat di hati nak tulis sesuatu, tapi jeling je pada mimize window kat bawah tu sebab tak sempat nak mengarang. Hari ni, bila

Cuti Cuti Cuti

Yes, it's now the semester break. Really a break. Kids were with their grandmas for two weeks almost two weeks. 7 days in Kg Pertama, 5 days in Sg Petani. It's the best time to reunite them and get closer to their grand parents, and cousins too. They enjoyed their stay, but they missed home. How do I know that they missed home, everyone dissappear to their own area and favorite stuff the minute we reached home. While the kids gone, I fulfilled my time with reading articles. Tapi tak ada idea nak mengarang. NExt, followed husband to a stay at the Le Meridien KL, for his meeting (tumpang sekaki je...). The best part was, while he was busy withthe meeting, I busied myself with some 'lone ranger' shopping at Jalan TAR and spend most of my time in SOGO. (Terasa macam zaman bujang dolu2 le pulak..... I guess we need that time to ourself, sometime). Night, wandering at MidValley with hubby, followed by wandering in KLCC the following night. WOW! bestnya ............ However, S

Sabar dan Sakit

It has been quite some time from my last posting. Urgh..... dozens of things happened. Too busy with classes, grading test papers (which complete only after the final exam!), fell sick and admitted to a medical center, post fever + fatigue due to confirmed thalassemic trait reaction, grading exam papers, students final year project, and, and ....... to list all, it will be an endless list. Yes, I fell sick (fever actually) and was admitted to a medical Center in Shah Alam for six days. Actually it began on Saturday (31st October), I started to feel chilled while coaching my kids doing revision for their year end exam. I took PCM, and was Ok. But when night came, the fever recur and I was trembling, shaking very badly, I felt cold, even the thickest blanket cannot make the cold dissapear. My husband had to sacrifice by turning off the aircond and the fan, but I was still trembling. Early in the morning, I was Ok. When mak called from Abang Man's house telling that she's stopping

Another visit to the hospital

Yes, yesterday we (my husband & me) made another visit to a hospital, this time it is Hospital Serdang. Who did I visit? My own big brother, Hj Azman, who recently celeberated his 48th birthday on 15th October, (2 days before my dear sister, Hjh Mahiran, who celeberated her 46th birthday). The text message came at about 3am, when I was deep asleep. I did not realize it until 9am, while getting ready to go to the office. The message reads like this, "Azman masuk hospital serdang sbb sakit dada kiri - emergency ward pde pukul 3am lbh." I was shocked. However, i always know that he has heart problem, as he once failed the stress test. He also had missed an appointment with IJN for further check-up. He had this attitude of would not care much for his health. He normally resorts to taking alternative medication or herbs rather than going to the doctor. And .... he was ... oppppsss... IS a SMOKER, despite whatever that Mak said to him. He just could not leave THAT habit. I call

Noktah Kehidupan .... Siri 2

If you read my earlier posting about 'Noktah Kehidupan', this is the continuation of that. Remember, I visited two friends at the HTAR, one passed away Monday, 5th October, the other one passed away yesterday, leaving behind 3 kids aged between 5 - 10 years old. Innalillahi wainna ilahi rajiun. "Semoga Allah tempatkan Noraini bersama-sama orang yang beriman, diterima amal ibadahnya dan memperoleh ganjaran atas kesabaran dan redhanya menghadapi ujianMu dalam menanggung kesakitan itu. Amin." It was at about 9 last night, while my husband and I at Seng Heng browsing few things that attracted us when my husband received a text message on his mobile about the demise of Noraini, Mat Zin's wife. It was expected, just a matter of time as her condition is worsening, deteriorating rapidly from the time we visited her last Ramadhan. I can still remember her saying to me, in between tears, that she did not expect to survive the chemo this time round. Her tears ran down the ch

Telah di takdirkan .....

This morning, while browsing the UiTM Staff portal (viewing to see if the PTK results is out), I stopped by at MY Personal Info and Academic's Achievement, and found this: 1. 15-08-2009 DOKTOR FALSAFAH (SAINS MAKLUMAT) UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA 2. 19-02-2000 MASTER SAINS (SAINS KOMPUTER) UNIV. PUTRA MALAYSIA, SERDANG 3. 10-08-1991 S/MUDA SAINS (KEP) SAINS KOMPUTER UNIV. KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA,BANGI

Nokhtah Kehidupan ....

Last Saturday, despite our busy schedule to attend to Raya invitations, attending to visitors to our house, we managed to visit 2 critically illed people at the Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Hospital. K.Anum (50 years old) my neighbour was admitted to the ICU for gangren in her intestine. The illness is detected too late that leads to virus contaminating her blood. The other one was Md Zin's wife, admitted for chemothraphy on her cancerous cell at the neck. The neck was swollen as if a volcano is going to erupt. Passing by the beds with patients with all sorts of sickness and illness was a very eye and mind opening and heart remembering to how grateful we are to be bestowed with good health. Syukur, alhamdulillah. Ya Allah, you have given us this good health so that we continuously remember and able to fulfill our commitment to You. Ibadah only to YOU. But we human always seems to forget our final destiny. This morning, as early as 5.00am, I received an sms from my husband (who was in Sin

Journey back to Shah Alam @Raya 2009

Akhirnya kembali ke rumah setelah lebih seminggu meninggalkan rumah di bandar untuk pulang berhari raya di kampung halaman di sisi ayah bonda dan saudara mara tercinta. Our journey back to Shah Alam began at 8.15 am, Saturday, 26 September 2009, when we last waved to my parents, mak & bapak. It was a touching moment. Bapak easily drop his golden tears, mak as usual, strong but looking a bit sad. We were the last group to leave the house (we were the first group to arrive in Kg Pertama .... tapi tengah2 tu kat Sg Petani le jugak). It is suppose to be 'sesudah subuh' departure time, hihihi .... that's normal isn't it? At least we did not pass noon. (1st stop) We leave early because we plan to have few stops along the way and also to avoid the massive traffic. From the Juru toll, we took the Jawi exit to head to Bagan Serai, our first pit stop. We are here to meet my x-classmate, Noor Adillah Osman. The last time I met her was 9 years ago. Thanks to my husband who has

Ramadhan yang pergi.

Lama sungguh-sungguh tak update blog ni. Tak sempat ... sungguh tak sempat. Entah apa yang membuatkan tak sempat pun tak tahu la .... posa kot .... Ramadhan has gone. What are the good deeds that we have done during the last Ramadhan. Kids are happy celebrating Eid. So do we, the parents, but deep inside me, I was crying during the last nite of Ramadhan. To me, I have not fully optimise the last Ramadhan for ibadah ila llah. And I do not know whether I will meet another Ramadhan ever again. This might be my last Ramadhan and I did not fill it with enough ibadah. Ya Allah ... Please forgive me. However, I am still grateful, Alhamdulillah, with the few ibadah that I have performed, I can feel the sweet sensation when performing it. i can feel that i am a better person now. I pray to Allah that I will 'istiqamah' with my ibadah in order to become a good muslimah .... InsyaAllah. During the last Kuliah Subuh that I listened to at Surau al-Mawaddah, Seksyen 7, Shah Alam, on Friday m

Healthy ....

Health and healthy .... a grateful gift from Allah that we used to take for granted or forget to say 'thanks' for it. How many of us used to say 'thanks to Allah' for this great gift. Only when we are sick we will call Allah for help. How ungrateful we are as the caliph on His planet. But the Loving Allah, does not want his believer to go astray with the health He gave for so long. He reminded us of our duty to remember Him at all times and day. He test us with a little sickness, so that we remember to say 'Ya Allah ......'. "Ya Allah telah kau kurniakan kami kesihatan yang berpanjangan, kini kau uji kami dengan sedikit kesakitan. Ampuni lah kami kerana telah lalai dari mengingatiMu. Berilah kami dan keluarga kami kesihatan yang baik agar dapat kami terus beramal dan mengingatiMu. Amin."

Kurangkan Bicara

Ku petik ayat dari buku "Jangan Bersedih" karya Dr Aidh Bin Abdullah Al-Qarni, "Jauhilah banyak membantah dan banyak mengkritik. Hal itu akan membuat ketenangan hatimu hilang dan membuat wajahmu tidak baik. Ucapkanlah kalimah yang sopan dan penuh cinta jika kamu ingin menarik hati dan jiwa orang lain." Beberapa potong ayat ini jika dibaca sepintas lalu tidak akan membawa makna sebaliknya mungkin menyebabkan kita berkata, "dah tu, takkan tak boleh kritik kot. nak diam je ... mana boleh tahan macam ni". Tapi itulah hakikatnya, bait-bait ayat ini sebenarnya menuntut kita untuk tingkatkan kesabaran kita apabila berlaku sebarang perselisihan, argument , dan tidak perlu juga kita berkata-kata jika hanya untuk memuaskan hati orang. Rumusan dari pembacaan ringkas ini: 1) perlu tingkatkan kesabaran, 2) jangan cuba untuk memuaskan hati orang (membodek la tu...) dan 3) kurangkan bersuara. Tapi mampukah hati ini menangkis godaan syaitan untuk mengeruhkan apa jua hubun

Sekeping Senangin dan semangkuk sotong goreng ....

Emmmm ... berkobar-kobar aku nak balik lunch hari ni sebab dah masak something simple but delicious (at least for my taste). I made a 'Senangin Masak Lemak Merah' and just the 'Fried Squid with Potato'. Sounds delicious? I am, because I am starving at the moment. (Waiting for the crowd of the Friday prayers to disperse before going back for lunch). I am all ready to go home for lunch. I purposely pick this time (2pm) to go back so that I could send Atikah to school at the same time. Luckily, I called before going back. I called to ask whether there is any parking space for me ... yup! said Atikah. She sounds shaken when I said that I am going home. Hesitating she told me that THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT for me to eat except the plain rice. Few of her friends came over and they had lunch together ...... Well, itu lah rezeki namanya. Teringat kuliah maghrib di surau few weeks back, "Milik kita hanyalah apa yang kita pakai, dan apa yang kita makan". True ... that sena

emmm .... vacation

Alhmdulillah ... tercapai jugak hajatku nak bercuti dengan anak-anak di tempat yang aku suka. I better dont mention the location, i'm not giving free advertisement here. but I really like being here. Really happening! (pinjam istilah budak-budak sekarang). These are the photos of my children enjoying their time there. Below are the photos of the environment around the place. I have lots more photos actually, but I lost it while synchronizing my htc to my notebook (sometimes technology cheated on us as well). Why I like being here so much? Hmmmm ... #1. the atmosphere. cooling. greenery effect. #2. the walking path. also cool. #3. the swimming pool. open 24 hrs. I can have my swim when everbody else asleep (ye lah tu!). #4. water sport activity. #5. beach activity, especially during the low tide. What i don't like about this place: #1. the accomodation is too small (bcoz we crammed the whole family in one room) #2. not many choice of food for breakfast #3. the parking is a bit t

Kesian Anakku Ini

Anak lagi ..... dah nak buat macam mana, bila dah jadi ibu, kehidupan berkisar hanyalah pada anak. Anak, anak, anak. Suami pun ada jugak ..... tapi tak naklah story kat sini especially because I know that 'he' reads my blog sometime - when he has time. Kali ni pasal Sabrina atau nama glamournya, Kak Ngah. Fetching her from school, from her 'Kem Ibadat Solat Siri-3/2009', she looks a little bit sad. Btw, fetching them from school on Saturdays was not part of my job list, but I got to do it last Saturday as Ayah went 'menebas' at Perangsang Templer Golf Club (PTGC). I think, I must start learning to adapt to it ... as Ayah is beginning to like this 'menebas' thing. ( If you're reading my dear, go ahead dear, honestly, but please ... just don't forget to put family first above all like what you're doing now. Honestly, I said honestly. I know how you have dreamt of doing that - ' MENEBAS '. It's better than scuba diving, I think. Arrg

Cat Dog

Graphics taken from http://sharetv.org/shows/catdog Have u ever watch that series? Well, my younger kids LOVE it .... it's a stupid and did not make sense at all. How can a cat and a dog be attached together? What an imagination ..... i wonder how the creator of this cartoon series got the idea. Stupid? Shhhh..... But I enjoyed watching it tooo ... well, maybe sometimes .... It's secret ok? Don't tell anybody that I like to watch it .... Hello! Hello! What are you mumbling about? ................ Yes, I can hear you. You are asking, what the heck am I doing talking about the CatDog? I wanted to actually highlight a different 'catdog', it's about the pepatah Melayu ... Bagai anjing dengan kucing . What does it mean?? Nak jadi Karam Singh Walia sikit hari ni. Bagai anjing dengan kucing (It's like a dog and a cat) means two person that cannot meet each other as they will always fight when they are near to each other. That is what happen to two of my kids: the

Anak-anak

Anak-anak adalah anugerah Allah yang tidak ternilai. Kurniaan teristimewa yang Allah berikan kepada pasangan suami isteri. Pelengkap sebuah kehidupan berkeluarga. Tapi ..... ia tidak diberikan percuma, ia datang bersama sebuah AMANAH dan TANGGUNGJAWAB. Apakah mampu aku melaksanakannya??? Jewels of my heart I have always asked myself, ... am I a good mother? ... did I fulfill my responsibility as required? ... am I there when they needed me? ... did I do anything wrong in raising them to become Khalifah of Allah? My dear children, remember this ... ... I might not be the best mom in the world, but I love all of you the most in the whole world, no love could ever compared to the love that I have for all of you. ... I might sometimes be a little hard, but I did all this because my love for you. Wanting to see all of you become khalifah that Allah has always wants us to be. ... I might sometimes be over protactive, but my love for you all has resulted in this. There's a cruel and me

July 6

Dah July 6 .... Half a year gone. Dah Rejab ..... Ramadhan just round the corner. Kenapa la selalu rasa kelam kabut. Bila la agaknya nak reda kelam kabut ni. Dulu PhD disalahkan, tapi PhD dah selesai. Yang tak selesai hanyalah kelam kabut ni. I wish I could sit on a breezy beach stretching my legs on the sandy beach sitting and watching my kids playing together just sit .... relaxing ahhh......... how I wish ... Ya Allah .... i am so tired for reasons that I don't know why is it a respond to the years lived Ya Allah ... i need strength My children need me to guide their path My children need me for love and trust Can I provide them with all that?

2 Batang pen dan sebatang 'highlighter' merah jambu ...

Cuba lihat gambar ini betul-betul ...... Apa yang anda nampak? Betul, 2 batang pen dan sebatang highlighter merah jambu. What is so significant about these? They are just ordinary stationeries ... used in the office or at schools. Therefore, why write about something that is nothing. Now, look at the following: What do you see? Yes, a self-made card, simple but very meaningful .... The pen and highlighter came out from these two cards. One is from Sabrina and the other one is from Hakim (I'm not sure which one). Those are used item but the thought of giving ........ What people normally said? Yes, THE THOUGHTS ARE COUNT. And for this time, the thoughts of giving 'something' to Ayah as a token on father's day really touched me. Alhamdulillah, those little hearts able to show their appreciation. As for myself, did I wish 'Happy Father's Day' to Bapak? ............ Bapak, we dearly love you, no wishes can ever describe the love that we have for you .... no gift

WANITA

I got the following from an email from a group that I joined. 19 keistimewaan wanita. Hmmm.... menarik. Of course I would love to read and know, what is it so special about female. YES! Allah has created the mankind, male and female, both to compliment each other. Allah has created female so special that it requires full protection - we are required to cover ourselves, hijab , not to go out by ourselves, always obey our protector (Father or husband) as long as they are in the right path. Itulah antaranya keistimewaan wanita, at least, as I can see it. =======================================+++++++++++++++++++++++++++========================== 19 KEISTIMEWAAN WANITA 1. Doa wanita itu lebih makbul daripada lelaki kerana sifat penyayang yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki. Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah SAW akan hal tersebut, jawab baginda , " Ibu lebih penyayang daripada bapa dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia." 2. Wanita yang solehah (baik) itu lebih baik daripada

Report Card Time....

hmmmm..... baru balik dari ambil report card Hakim and Sabrina. Phuh! Letih ... what a long queue. It took me two hours to finish the task(?). I guess they should figure out a more systematic way for the teacher-parents meet like this. Even the teachers are already tired to talk to the parents towards the end of the day. They just hand over the report card, smile and ask us to sign it, answering only reluctantly. 30th june is another session. this time its going to be worst, 2 classes and 2 schools, morning and evening!!! Boleh tak agaknya kalau tak pergi???? Kesian pulak anak2, mesti nak tunjuk talent kan! Something interesting occured. Guess what the teacher said to me about Hakim? (i dont think you can guess). The class teacher, Cikgu Muhaya said, " Cikgu-cikgu lain pesan, minta saya samapaikan, kalau ibu Ikmal datang, tolong bagi tau kat ibu dia suruh tengok-tengokkan Ikmal." I was quite shocked and full of suspense. What did my boy have done that makes all teachers wis

Hakim kena cucuk

"Ibu! Hakim kena cucuk. Satu kiri dan satu kanan.", jerit Hakim sebaik melangkah masuk ke rumah. Sampai terlupa nak bagi salam. "Sakit tak?", tanyaku ringkas. "Tak sakit pun", balas Hakim. "Tak sakit?", tanyaku tak percaya (memang tak percaya pun). "Iye, tak sakit. Hakim baca doa", balas Hakim dengan penuh perasaan. I was smiling and at the same time saying Alhamdulillah. Last night, when he told us that nurses are coming for injection, I was worried, he was always a little bit nervous and never trust people to do something on him. A simple example, he always tries to push my hand aside while I am brushing his teeth. But my husband comforted by saying that he will be ok when with friends. At that time, I was really hoping that my husband is correct. I remembered during the last 'khatan', because he did not trust us, he did the cleaning on the wounds by himself. He even applied the cream (medicine) on the wound by himself. And a

Today is Our Day!!!!

'Today is our day' is the geese that I got from my reading this morning while waiting for 9 am. Why 9 am? It's nothing, just waiting for the course to begin. Dr Aidh al-Qarni in his book, "Don't Be Sad" said that let's make today your day. Make fullest of the day because you might not see tomorrow. Wow! it is almost similar to my earlier posting, talking about time and how we should fill up our time. According to Dr Aidh, do the best that you can, never delay even a minute to do good things even among human or the Creator. There are times when we take for granted everything that is around us, friends, relatives, siblings, parents, children, spouse ... we thought that we can make over to them tomorrow. Are you sure you are going to see the shed of tomorrow's life? Ya Allah! I'm aware of this, half of me wanted to do the best, but the other half of me says, just do it later. Ya Allah! I must work hard to be better, to perform the best and never delay

Time passes by ....

Time passes by ... We are still here Is today better than yesterday? What will tomorrow brings us to? Life is short Live it to the most Fill it up with all the good deeds Fill it up with iman and taqwa -ummu hakim -

My new found hobby

I never knew that I would develop this as a hobby. Previously, I just browse and read. Snapping a photo was never my interest. What changed me? I do not know. I don't have an answer for this. Maybe the years that I have live this life might play a bit of its role .... in other word ... people change ... so does interest. What is my new hobby? Jeng ... jeng ... jeng ... Please scroll down further .... Cooking? No, its not cooking. It's taking photo of whatever dish I have cooked. Even my husband realised this and he has to be patient before he can actually say 'Bismillah .....' because I need to take the photo of the food on his plate. My husband .... ready to nyum! nyum! Dont forget the doa makan, dear! It's fun. For the recipe, please visit my other blog at Koleksi Resepi Adios!

Sibukssss .....

Terlalu sibuk? Kenapa? Maybe:- 1) Really, extremely busy. 2) Last minute works. 3) Too many due dates at the same time. 4) Time management. What is actually the reason for being tooOOO busy? Yes, I was VERY busy for the past few days. But what was the reason? Is it No.4? Partly yes, but No.3 is also true. Hey! What about No.2? Hmmm...... Yes, perhaps a little bit of No.2. ... There you go!..... That is the result of poor time management. Believe it, with proper time management, you can handle the due dates well. Ahhgg ....This is where I usually failed, TIME MANAGEMENT! Due to No.2, you have No.3 and that is actually the result of poor No.4 and the outcome of it is No.1. Therefore, to solve No.3, we must have proper No.4 and zero No.2. For No.1, nobody will escape from it till death comes ..... with proper handling we may reduce the 'really' and 'extremely' ... REMEMBER!!!! NO LAST MINUTE WORKS ........... Good Luck! Adios!!!!

PESTA BUKU ANTARABANGSA KUALA LUMPUR 2009

Phew! Berpeluh-peluh walaupun dalam dewan aircond. Bersesak-sesak di celahan ribuan orang. Nak jeling buku, tapi pada masa yang sama perlu pastikan 'rantaian' tak terputus (anak-anak le tu .... he he he). Itu lah serba sedikit yang dapat aku gambarkan tentang Pesta Buku Antarabangsa Kuala Lumpur (PBAKL) yang kami kunjungi pada hari Ahad (26 April 2009), yang lepas. That was our first visit to PBAKL. My husband does not like crowds. We avoid going to places that are crowded with people, etc. Sales, Pasar Ramadhan. That is the reason why we normally do our Hari Raya shopping very early, 1st weekend in Ramadhan. But this time, Ayah gave-in to his children's request. He has agreed to go to PBAKL with hesitation. We leave the house at about 8.30am. Stop for breakfast at Khulafa', Seksyen 7 (I think we deserve a loyalty card from Khulafa' for being a regular patron!). Start off to KL at about 9am. Before that, I made my kisds recite the doa' to start a journey. Off we

Sepohon Pokok Kurma

"Jadilah seperti sepohon pokok kurma, yang jauh dari kejelekan dan tinggi tak terjangkau oleh kejahatan. Bila dilempar dengan batu, ia menggugur kan buahnya; sentiasa hijau, baik di musim dingin mahupun di musim panas; lagi banyak manafaatnya." (Petikan dari buku Jangan Bersedih: Jadilah Wanita Yang Paling Bahagia", tulisan Dr Aidh Abdullah al-Qarni, terjemahan Muhammad Huzaifah. ms. 63). Makanan Istimewa Ini. (dipetik dari website http://www.palmwonders.com/content/about-dates/) Dates nutrition A 100 gram portion of fresh dates is a premium source of vitamin C. Since dates contain relatively little water, they do not become much more concentrated upon drying, although the vitamin C disappears in the process. Each date provides about 20 calories, and is a good source of carbohydrate, fibre, and potassium, also providing some calcium and iron along with other vitamins and minerals in smaller amounts. Dates do not have significant amounts of fat, cholesterol, protein, or

Menjadi Wanita Paling anggun Di Dunia

Anggunkah aku? Bagaimana untuk kelihatan anggun? ... Berbelanja, berhias? Dimata siapakah aku ingin kelihatan anggun? ... Suami? Rakan sekerja? Orang awam? Anggun biarlah dimata ar-Rabb .... itu yang menjadi idaman wanita solehah. Anggunkah aku? "Dengan akhlak anda, anda lebih harum dari minyak wangi; dengan sikap tawaddhu' anda, anda lebih tinggi dari purnama. Dan dengan cinta anda, anda lebih segar daripada rintik gerimis. oleh itu peliharalah kecantikan anda dengan keimanan, keredhaan dengan kepuasan, dan kehormatan dengan hijab yang menutup aurat." (petikan dari buku " Jangan Bersedih: Jadilah Wanita Yang Paling Bahagia " tulisan Dr Aidh Abdullah Al-Qarni, terjemahan Muhamad Huzaifah, ms. 59). - tawaddhu' - keimanan - keredhaan - kehormatan

Rasa Nak Menulis

Hari ni 5 April. My last entry was 16 January .... lama betul tak update blog ni. Sebab tu nak invite orang visit blog ni pun rasa malu. It's better that way, I guess. Tapi hari ni rasa macam nak menulis, walaupun sikit. Aku mulakan bicara kali ini dengan lafaz ALHAMDULILLAH ........... kesyukuran yang tiada nilainya aku panjatkan pada yang Maha Esa, lagi Maha Pemurah, kerana pada 24hb Mac 2009 yang lalu, pada lebih kurang pukul 4.50pm, sekumpulan panel yang terdiri dari Prof Datuk Dr Zalizan Mohd Jelas (Pengerusi), Prof Datuk Dr Halimah Badiozaman (Pemeriksa Dalaman), Prof Madya Dr Abdul Rahman Ahmad (Pemeriksa Luar) dan Prof Dr Tengku Mohd Tengku Sembok, telah sebulat suara bersetuju meluluskan viva ku, sekaligus bersetuju untuk aku dianugerahkan IJAZAH DOKTOR FALSAFAH dengan sedikit pembetulan. Akhirnya, perjuangan tiba jua ke penghujungnya. Tidak lain, semuanya dengan izinMu ya Allah. Ya Allah! Sesungguhnya aku malu padaMu, aku hamba yang banyak melakukan dosa ini, hamba yang