Assalamualaikum. I paid the doctor a visit this morning - afternoon. It was a long overdue visit. It should have been done October 2013, but I delayed it until when I feel the needs arises. Despite the its size is smaller under my numb finger, however, off late, the pain is more often. While driving to the clinic, I thought a lot. And I put a positive thinking in me. With it or without it, sick or healthy, when the time comes, not a second is delayed or expedited. Thats the promise which Allah the Mighty has made to all mankind. Therefore... why worried. Live life to the fullest. Do things you enjoy the most. Get the best of life for the best of hereafter. Sow your weed to reap in jannah. Alhamdulillah... I managed to put myself at calm. My only dua', if ever I got sick, I do not want to burden anybody. Please let me be strong till the last breath lives my body..... O Allah! Please grant me this wish. Ameen. It was a lonnnnnngg waiting time. I am prepared for that. I equipped