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Nesan 2 + 1

Assalamualaikum. Semalam aku disampaikan dengan 2 kematian, dan hari ni satu lagi berita kematian hinggap ke telingaku. Kesemuanya dari kalangan yang ku kenali. Apakah petunjuk dari Nya, tapi kita masih lagi leka. Dibuai mimpi dunia. Hari Selasa, lebihkurang jam hampir 10 malam, mesej di Whatsapp rakan sepejabat memaklumkan Kak Rohayati, isteri rakan setugas telah mengadap Rabbnya. Pergi ketika kapal terbang baru saja mencecah bumi yang membawanya pulang dari Guanzhou untuk rawatan kansernya. Kita berusaha, tetapi apabila telah tiba detiknya, tidak dilengahkan walau sesaat pun. Innalillahi wainna ilaihi rajiun. Hari Rabu. Pagi. Ketika aku sudah siap dan sedang menunggu K.Ros, jiran dan rakan sepejabat untuk ke masjid, bagi menjalankan menyempurnakan sumbangan terkahir kami buat arwah, aku membelk-belk telefon bimbitku. Meninjau kumpulan Telegram kawan-kawan seangkatan di Kolej. kawan-kawn yang sama-sama berjerih payah mengaut ilmu di bumi wakafan itu. Telah agak lama aku tidak be

Asrama K.Ngah at MITST Alam Impian

Assalamualaikum. Asrama? Biasalah. Ramai yang pergi asrama. Nothing exciting about asrama. When I was a child, I used to read the story books. Series of them. We have the Famous Five, Secret Seven, Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, and one of my favorite is the Malory Towers. Malory Towers tells a story about life in a boarding school. It is also a reason for me wanted to go to a hostel. It motivates me. I always thought that all hostels are as envisioned by the writer. Luxury place to stay with lots of friends around. Full of activities and adventure. But...well.... story books are mostly fictitious. It was written to draw readers into purchasing it. My hostel was far worst that what I imagined. But there is where I grew up - my teenage life. Sending K.Ngah aka. Sabrina to her hostel last Sunday, brought back the Malory Towers into me. The dorm was luxurios. Single bedded. Six in a room. Large closet. Plenty of storage space (drawers attached to the bottom of the bed). And a study

Back to Life, Back to Reality

Assalamualaikum, The school session for 2015 has begun. UiTM Diploma session reopens. One by one leaving the nest. On their journey to seek knowledge -- the vast knowledge in the world. Hopefully the journey, the bits and pieces of life along their journey  will lead to the beautiful jannah, insha Allah. It was a quiet house again. It's the solemn mood again. The same mood and feeling that I felt when I entered the house when everybody was gone. That's how mothers will feel. That's how my mother will feel, the saddest thing is that she was left ALONE in the house. O Allah give her strength to go through the days. Hakim was the first to leave the house. He left the house on Saturday, for a new environment. Still doing his tahfiz but at a different school with a different environment. May Allah give him strength to face the new challenge. May Allah give istiqamah in his endeavour. May Allah ease his adaption to the the new environment. Ibu and ayah tried our best to giv

31 Disember 2014

Assalamualaikum... Tirai 2014 dilabuhkan dengan pelbagai dugaan dan ujian. Maha Pencipta menguji hambaNya, sejauh manakah kita redha pada ujianNya. Sejauh manakah kita memberi sekadar ada. Wang ringgit. Tenaga. Kudrat. Semua dikira. Allahu Akbar. Tirai 2014 dilabuhkan dengan dugaan yang dahsyat dengan air bah yang melimpah. Saudara di Kelantan, Pahang dan Trengganu, Perak dan Kedah diuji. Air bah yang tidak seperti sebelumnya memuntah laju, meranap segala pusaka yang ada. Meratakan kampung yang dibina bertradisi yang lalu. Allahu Akbar. Ampuni kami. Ampuni kami. Ampuni kami Ya Allah. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi mahu memikul. Airmata tidak mampu digenang. Kita kekenyangan, makankah mereka? Kita lena, tidurkah mereka? Allahu Akbar. Allahu Akbar. Allahu Akbar. Ampuni kami. Bukan dosa hanya pada mereka. Tapi kami juga. Bahkan merekalah insan terpilih yang akan dinaikkan darjatnya andai redha dan menerima qadha' dan qadarMu ini. Ampuni kami. Ampuni kami. Ampuni ka